“I don’t chase after anyone anymore. If you wanna walk out of my life, I’ll hold the fucking door open.”
I’ve been watching you, you’ve been hurting too.
You give all your love, nothing left to show. I have been there too, alone in my despair. Watching life go by, no one whom to share..
Boy you got it bad but I got something good
I will treat you good in every way <3
(Source: xjenn3)
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Trying to go everyday or every other day.
I can’t wait til EDC! My mini-vacation.
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Like most couples, we have our ups and downs. There are some days I want to give up on us and other days I’m reminded of what I have and never want to let go. Everyday is like a hit or miss. We fight, we cry, we laugh, we make mistakes, and we learn from it. Sometimes I can’t stand you but most of the time I can’t stand being without you. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy and sane at the same time. You bring the best out of me, as well as the worst. But at the end of the day, I still love you unconditionally. Who would have known the sweet “nice” guy would end up being my boyfriend, my best friend, and the love of my life. Believe me when I say, I never had anyone like you before. From the beginning, I told you I never wanted to find a love supplementary, but rather complimentary. You complete my other half. <3
I’m ecstatic for EDC! 15 more days. Hopefully I get to shade in more of my koi fishes before EDC. I’ve been going gym every other day and I’ve seen results. I want to lose 5 more pounds. I’m not gonna wear something too flashy or lingerie. Think I’m just gonna go in a tank showing my sides and black shorts. My mom is getting tickets for us to watch the Pacquaio fight for Saturday while my mom takes our Saturday EDC tickets. Still looking to sell our Sunday tickets for around $120-130 but if not then we’ll just go that day :) Things are starting to look up for me. Job is stable. Relationship is stable. Reunited with some old friends. Life is good! No more time for negativity to dwell on the past. I want to make the most of my time.
At work, when I’m on register. The customers can only see from my stomach and up and then when I have to do customer area (fill straws) I get alot of stares at work. These guys came up to me and was like, “Dude I totally didn’t know you were the type of girl to have all these tattoos.” I just smiled and walk away. People judge so much from the face when they know nothing about me. I just find it funny. Just something I’d like to share.
Honestly, things have changed within this year but I’m still learning to accept the way things are. I’ve been progressing and accomplishing more goals without the distractions. I suppose when you go through the phase of partying your weekends away and having to go through drama all throughout high school, the scene gets really old really fast. I remember having people criticize the way I was living my life in high school, but once they get out of high school all of the sudden they like to party and rave and go against their beliefs that they discussed in high school. Such hypocrites these days. I’m glad I fucked up and experienced that scene when I was young because I have bigger things to worry about now. It’s a shame to see some people let their hard work and education go to waste.
Recently added one today, but isn’t finished. I have a total of 8. 4 Big & 4 small tattoos :3