January 2012
1 post
Life is going good so far, I don’t want anyone knowing anything about my life. Too many nosy bitches. I’ve used tumblr as my public diary confiding my feelings in a way for someone to acknowledge what I’m going through, not to use it against me. So I’m sad to say that I’ll no longer vent about anything on here. Just gonna post pictures from now on. I’ll create a...
December 2011
35 posts
I never feel like I’m enough to live up to anyone’s expectations. Need some space from this worldd.
I hate who you become. All these lies and bullshit you made me go through, I’m not gonna take it anymore. The time you finally realize what you lost will be the time I’ll finally move on from these fucking mind games you put me through. I guess it’s a good time for a fresh slate to a new year. I don’t need you in my life anymore, so I guess it’s time to say latess!
I’m getting too attached to you. I need some closure, I don’t want to get hurt.
Anonymous asked: the worst thing you could do to a man is compare him to another man also, we're all the same girls cant understand guys and guys cant understand girls. just gotta meet half way
Anonymous asked: you changed. i miss the old you, what happened? just cuz one guy fucked you over doesn't mean all guys will.
It’s funny when one person fucks you over, you start to think everyone eventually will too. I invested so much trust into fake people nowadays. That’s why I never want to get to know anyone because I think they’re all the same. If your own so-called friends can fuck you over, anyone could. I don’t wanna take my chances. I have this habit of pushing others away when...
As I child, my self-esteem was based off feedback. I felt like my family never really congratulated me in anything. Every time I got a good grade, my mom never really cared. No one said anything, but when I got bad grades all of the sudden I’m the worst person in the world. What’s the point in doing good when no one acknowledges it? Well that’s what I thought back then. I had a...
Anonymous asked: just another memory from the past
Anonymous asked: i gotta confession, i havent been the best friend or there for you for awhile, but those times we shares back in the day were probably me at my happiest. in general i just miss the old days when the old homies used to kick it. less drama and less bitching. i just wanna say before i probably will die that i appreciated you in my life. you've been good and i hope you the best. ill admit...
In this point in my life, I really don’t give a fuck about anything that comes my way. Shit happens, things go wrong, plans don’t come out as expected. I’m over the whole phase of caring what people have to say about me. Don’t like me? Yeah, don’t worry I don’t like you either. I had a rough year and a painful realization that I don’t need anyone that...
New year's challenge
7. 5 people I really got close to this year
Sharlen Do, my sisss <3
VincentNguyen
KevinLe
HenryTran, brotherbear
MichelleNguyen, sis!
8. New year’s resolution
More toned body
Save up $$
Good grades
Maintain a stable life-style
New car !
New year's challenge
5. Beginning/End of year
6. A list of things I want to change in the new year
Grow out my hair long again
Light brown hair & highlights when it hits spring/summertime
Get 4 more tattoos! (Phoenix, quote, dragon, grandma’s name)
Have the more girly appeal
3. My new years plan:
I don’t know what it means either what I’m doing for new years or my goals for new years. But I’m gonna spend my new years with my close ones to end and start a new year with. My goal is to get my shit straight & focus on myself instead of others.
4. A letter to a person I grew apart from this year.
(I grew apart from two people this year that...
New year's challenge
1. 10 things I did this year;
Lost ten pounds
Broke off my longest relationship of a year & a half
Drank more than what I could handle a few times leading to stupid decisions
The year I had the most fights with stupid bitches
Held my graduation bbq & birthday party @ my house
Reconnected with some old friends I lost touch with
Dropped some people who didn’t care for me that I...
I may be a handful but it touches me to see you guys put up with me. I know I’m complicating & it’s hard to understand me but you guys are trying to know the real me to break my barriers down assuring nothing will go wrong as long as you guys would keep me out of trouble. I don’t fall for sweet talk, but it really seems genuine. I love having an overprotective brother-like...
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Gonna try to reconnect with all the people I lost touch with. I miss my girls oh so much. Life is looking up for me! I can’t wait for the new year, although I know it won’t be a “fresh” start, I just want to have a fresh slate and start a new leaf with good vibes. Tired of fighting and involving myself in unnecessary drama.
When I’m low, she take me high. I can teach...
Anonymous asked: who gave you the nickname dimplez and how long ago
-Mom calling-
Me: Hello?
Mom: Why didn’t you pick up your brother from school today!
Me: I had work mom, I even text him that.
Mom: Why are you talking funny? You got hit in the face or what?
Me: Ugh, no mom -__-. I got my tongue pierced
Mom: WHAT? NO WAY. I HATE YOU!
Me: Why…… -panicking-
Mom: Because I used to have one and now I’m gonna miss it punkass....
Anonymous asked: Do you know what age that can already have a job in teenage years?
Anonymous asked: do you know any nice places to go for Christmas lights in OC or LA?
Cause it feels like I’m right for the first time...
Anonymous asked: I want you to be my gf Xmas
Anonymous asked: Which hurts more... Gettin a tat or anal sex?
November 2011
28 posts
I have a curse of getting close to people then something happens and causes the friendship to break apart. Maybe it really is me, but I don’t acknowledge my wrong-doings. I really do feel like I’m a good person, but why does history always repeat itself? I don’t know. I’m at a loss for words.
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Everyone has a story, so here's mine →
I don’t wish to get judged on or get viewed differently as I tell my story.
I was nine or ten at the time. I was sharing a house with my grandma, grandpa, uncle, brother, and my uncle’s friend. My mother wasn’t there for me at the time because she left me for a year to be with her boyfriend. My grandma is deaf, cannot hear, cannot talk, and is partly blind. As for my grandpa, he was...
Christmas wishlist:
Flat screen 32” tv hanging in my room ^___^
Fix my laptop screen or a new laptop!
Iphone4s
Pink dream catcher shaped as a heart hanging in my room or car
HK Bong
Cardigans (size medium)! black/burgundy/gray/white
Spend the whole day with me/take me out to eat :)
Bath & Body works Japanese Cherry blossom set
Perfume!
Eyelashes, preferred #32 or any full thick ones
EDC 3DAY...
Anonymous asked: what happened with you and joe?
Anonymous asked: how many fights have you been in? were you afraid your first time?
Anonymous asked: Now that you have to pay for your own gas... Do you still like to cruise around?
Anonymous asked: When you were a young what did you wished when you grow older?
Anonymous asked: Do you miss someone you haven't seen or talk for a long time?
Anonymous asked: How do you like driving now?
Anonymous asked: Not only do I love your blog ( heh found it ) but I also am secretly infatuated with you. K. here we go I got this idea from a spam msg I received on Facebook lol.. I know you like me but were always way too shy to say so :3 go hit up crushmasher(dõt)com (uhh it wont let me do a regular link) then make an acct there. Search for the profile 'justmeandu33' ( obv me ) I posted body...
I’m content with how everything is going.
I hope this doesn’t jinx anything but life is good right now. Enjoying good vibes with familiar faces. Strange how everything transitioned from all this stupid ass drama to peace at last. I told myself that I’m changing myself for the better. I’ve been working more hours & reconnecting friendships with the people I lost in...
When it comes to guys;
I think it’s more worth it to stay on good terms rather than taking the risk to become more than friends. That’s just my opinion though. I’ve experienced incidents where we would date and things wouldn’t work out and in the end it creates tension or awkwardness. Basically the friendship was ruined and things couldn’t remain the same. I would...