December 2010
80 posts
2010: in the beginning
Where did you go on New Years? Together as One
Did you kiss anyone on New Years? Yes, my first New Year’s kiss ;)
2010: all about you
Did you change at all this year? Somewhat, more wiser about things.
Did you dye your hair?: Twice to black.
Did you get your hair cut?: No, lol. It’s been years since I had a haircut.
Did you change your style?: Kind of, I...
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joycelyntran:
sex weed
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If I can go back into the past with the knowledge I know now, I would change so many things. I wish I approached certain situations a different way. It would have saved me from the bullshit and pain I’d endured. But then again, if I didn’t go through the bullshit, I wouldn’t have learned what the true meaning of life or have a glimpse of what it is. I’ve been surrounded by...
I’m not mad that you basically made me look pathetic among our peers, I was just disappointed that you were ashamed of our friendship. You made it seem like you didn’t even know me when my back is turned. You claim your all honesty but I think you’re just cocky. Out of all people, I respected you. I really did. I thought you were someone that I can call my friend, but now...
Knowing your limit.
All girls will flirt with someone sometime in their relationship. It’s natural. The thing is if you can know how to be committed. I realized in time that I already have something good so I didn’t wanna risk it for something less. I’m happily taken.
Anonymous asked: Cause if it was Palmer which was the same company that sent my friends a letter for shoplifting, then you didn't have to pay because if you googled them.. It says they're not an actual law firm, they're just a collection agency companies pay to send threatening letters to people tricking them into paying a ' fine ' when it's not a fine unless it's court ordered....
Anonymous asked: Cause if it was Palmer which was the same company that sent my friends a letter for shoplifting, then you didn't have to pay because if you googled them.. It says they're not an actual law firm, they're just a collection agency companies pay to send threatening letters to people tricking them into paying a ' fine ' when it's not a fine unless it's court ordered....
In 2010:
Got a first new year’s kiss & was asked to be his official girlfriend, I’m still dating him. He’s my longest relationship. They say if you share a new year’s kiss with someone, you stay with them til the end of the year. It was true for me :)
Together as One, second best rave.
My first job.
Got my second and third tattoo.
Took out my lip piercing because of...
I'm going to kill people if they make tumblr...
I mean it, makes my job so much difficult.
Anonymous asked: When you paid $600 for your shoplifting fine... Was it to a company named Palmer, Reifler & Associates?
Anonymous asked: When you paid $600 for your shoplifting fine... Was it to a company named Palmer, Reifler & Associates?
My range of friends have been decreasing as the years go by. Turns out most of them were only there for you when you see them around. When it comes down to it, they don’t really care about you. I emphasize the word “friend” because I don’t consider many my friends. It’s either you’re a friend or acquaintance or nothing to me. Harsh to say, but it’s true.
I disliked the fact that everyone’s in their own clique. Gangs separated everyone. Even when the girls knew the guys before they banged, we’re called hoodrats because we didn’t want to lose a friendship of who they were. People need to learn the definition of a hoodrat before calling someone that.
Life has it's unexpected twists,
I remember in eighth grade, I was a book worm. I was known as the nicest/sweet girl that was into anime. I was slightly chubby, and was constantly reminded of how fat I was. People would pick on me calling me a ghost because I’m light skinned or the grudge because of my long black hair, and I would accept it and move on. It got to the point where multiple people would pick on me and I...
Life has it's unexpected twists,
I remember in eighth grade, I was a book worm. I was known as the nicest/sweet girl that was into anime. I was slightly chubby, and was constantly reminded of how fat I was. People would pick on me calling me a ghost because I’m light skinned or the grudge because of my long black hair, and I would accept it and move on. It got to the point where multiple people would pick on me and I...
Finding true friends is like searching for your soul mate. Nearly impossible. Every year, my group of friends seem to change. It’s not that we came down to a argument or anything, it was more like who gave the effort to keep in touch. There’s some I would love to reconnect with but the friendship we once had won’t be the same anymore. Honestly, I don’t think it’s...
I like to name my IPod "Titanic," because when it...
haha, read it from facebook.
I have a fear of being alone, but at the same time I like being alone. For instance, being single. I do reflect on how my life was being single. I used to be so carefree and full of energy. I’d kick it with the homies, not giving a fuck. People have even said I was happier, but they don’t know how I really felt at the end of the day. I felt so miserable not finding that one person to...
What I got for Christmas:
$50 Giftcard @ H&M + $40 from Uncle
MAC Hello Kitty brush set + palettes + VS Jacket + 2 REALLY NICE eyelash packs + White diamond perfume from mama.
Hello kitty house shoes from sister kelly<3 I LOVE IT.
$50 from uncle’s friend
GREAT beginning of Christmas with the club :)
$20 + 2 hello kitty lanyards from hubba bubba
A bunch of eyelash packs from Christina/Cindy, thank you!
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To do list:
Want to buy:
Mane & Tail Shampoo + Conditioner + Heat tamer spray
Curler 1’ or 1 1/2’
Eyelash glue
eyelash curler
Deodorant Degree
VS Underwear & Bras
Crew necks & Jackets
Turquoise contacts
Black purse
Hello kitty fitted hat
Sandals
Boots
Bob Marley posters
NEED to do asap:
Retake my written test
Pierce nose or lip
Dye hair lighter brown
Wax/thread...
Happy birthday daddy,
I wish you were out to celebrate both. Thank you for the money, it was really thoughtful of you. I wish you didn’t even send me money so you could have saved it for yourself.
People in prison only make a couple cents an hour if they work in there. My dad gave me $100. Think about how long it took him to save up all that money including the fact that he also gave my mom $2000. Honestly, I...
Replying to Tiffany Pham,
How can you say I’m kind when all I did was put you down and degrade you. Don’t you see that I strongly dislike you. I don’t need you to sugarcoat anything, just tell me how it is. I told you like it is because I don’t hold back on anything. You truly made my relationship a relationSHIT. You don’t know the shit I’ve been through. Sure, you say you changed but...
I thought about us today. I thought about how most girls would die to be in my position because I get to see you everyday. Other girls don’t get to see their boyfriend anytime they want but they can still manage to fall in love with them but hurt each day. We have a different kind of relationship where we don’t need words to explain how we feel, we just know. I still feel the same...
Single ladies!
Fucked up. Break up. Drink up. Drugged up. Broken up into pieces.
No no no!
Live it up. Don’t soak your feelings up. And remember to keep your head up<3
When I'm mad,
I don’t punch walls and tell everyone I just punched a wall. I don’t crave for that kind of attention because it’s nothing really to be proud of. It makes you look stupid if you’re into that kind of attention. If you’re gonna punch walls to relieve stress, by all means go for it but don’t announce it. Wouldn’t it be funny if you saw a person standing...
WatchMy brother used to be so cute when he was younger -_- now he’s all attached to his girlfriend. Funny how two years can change. Throwback video of my mom, brother, and grandma. I just felt like posting this.
No one can fully understand your relationship but yourself and your significant other. You don’t need to explain yourself when it comes to love.
I’m thinking of a whole entire new look for new year’s. Fuck it, it’s my last year of high school might as well make it the best and life changing experience. You’ll be surprised!
Goals:
Change my floral bed style into Hello Kitty. Sick of looking at these stupid flowers.
Update my wardrobe. I have to stop dressing like a shoehead.
Deposit $130 from every paycheck to my savings.
Get my lazy ass mom to take me to the DMV already. Shit’s embarassing when all your younger friends got their licenses before you.
Maintain straight A’s. I’m starting to slack...
I have a limit. There is only so much that I can handle. There will be a point where I want time to stop everything so I can take a step back and have a breather.
Inhale. I lose my sense of reality. I creep into another world where I don’t care. I tend to forget my worries and my mind expands the more I think. It’s the only state of mind where I feel I’m at ease. I feel...
Mom: Do you still kick it with gangsters?
Me: wtf mom, I haven’t for like… the longest time. Why do you think I’m doing so good in school?
Mom: I don’t know! Seems like every year you’re getting more tattoos.
Me: That doesn’t mean I kick it with gangsters.
Mom: DON’T TALK BACK TO ME.
Me: …… wtf… okay.
I swear she’s on her...
Sometimes I wish the world was colorless. Maybe racism wouldn’t exist. The ignorant would be proven wrong because the only thing you can judge is how someone act.
caarolineex-deactivated20110221 asked: Lol, is the number one directed towards me? I mean, I didn't do anything but the bolded homewrecker reminds me back when we had problems.
caarolineex-deactivated20110221 asked: Lol, is the number one directed towards me? I mean, I didn't do anything but the bolded homewrecker reminds me back when we had problems.
My thoughts on people without stating names.
You may ask if it is you or not, I’ll be honest.
I don’t think you’ll ever change. You’re a snitch, homewrecker, liar, slut, stupid, everything along those lines. Hey, maybe you will change. But in my eyes? I’ll never forget what you did to me, bitch.
I’m still cautious around you. I don’t know whether to trust you with my opinions because I don’t...
Let me explain myself.
Everyone has a reputation, either good or bad. I have a reputation, but I’m uncertain of what it really is. People are always going to hate you, and there will be those people who are there for you 100%. I do not quite understand why people only remember the bad things you did in the past, but not the good things or acknowledging that you changed. I admit, I did some fucked up shit to people. I...
Anonymous asked: howd you get caught up