February 2011
111 posts
Suicidal thoughts were the topic today in class.
This girl, whom shall stay anonymous, was talking about her past. She told me how she had no one to turn to because she felt alone. I reassure her that she’s not alone and if she gave the chance to reach out to others, they would help her. She went on rambling about how no one cares about her in her family and she’s often abused by her...
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? Describe...
His name is Joseph, but I like to call him Joemama. He’s immature, annoying, horrible singer, and loves to wake me up with his loud farts. It doesn’t stop me from loving him though. He’s someone you gotta have to give a lot of patience and time. It aint easy being his girlfriend, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. He seems heartless but deep inside he’s sweet. You...
January 2011
152 posts
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I was looking through my phone book, I was deleting people’s numbers that I stopped talking to. I came across yours debating on what I should do with it.
You’re still locked up, but I still kept your name in my phone book knowing you don’t have a phone in there. I don’t know. I’m not ready to let go.
I guess a simple name in my phone book is what I have left of...
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I hate feeling neglected. I feel the most annoyance is when people look down on you basing you off appearance and size. People don’t understand my life, as much as they say they do, they know nothing.
I’m a late bloomer. I continued to “live life to the fullest” without realizing my wrong doings after I faced the consequences.
People make mistakes. For example, me....
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At first it was me and you, walking home, hand in hand until we walked past that bitch and I see her smirking at you and you smile back. This was the same girl who flirted with you in front of me in the lunch line a couple months ago, but I let it go. I punched you on the spot as she past by. I was so angry that you had the nerve to smile and look back at her right in front of me. I mean, it...
My future job,
I want to become a probation officer. I’ve grown up around gangsters all my life. It’s mainly my mom’s boyfriends or the group of friends I used to hang out with. Either way, I’m always surrounded by them no matter how much I try to avoid that crowd. I may not know what exactly goes through their minds but I have a pretty good idea. I’ve faced almost every scenario...
Tattoo ideas:
Trying to be creative so no one else would get it because it’ll only apply to me.
Portrait of my mom in the middle of my back beneath her name already tattooed on my back with two dragons surrounding her, somewhat wrapping around her that will resemble a heart. She’s the year of the dragon, and since she’s the most important person to me in this world I find it self explanatory...
I’m trying really hard not to cry right now because you told me to stay strong but it seems to come out anyways. I said my goodbyes to you, and I’m still in shock that you’re going to be locked up even earlier than expected. I hugged you and you whispered “take care of Joe and Bryan for me”. And off you went with your suitcase, and I can see in my mom’s eyes...
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this dumb bitch needs to get regulated haha, all talk.
this dumb bitch needs to get regulated haha, all talk.
Movie Favorites,
Animated Movies:
Up is my favorite animated movie.
Finding Nemo
Monsters Inc.
Kung Fu Panda
Megamind
Toy Story (All)
Spirited Away
Ratatouille
Lion King
The Iron Giant
The Incredibles
Comedy:
Super Bad
Forgetting Sarah Marshall
Mean girls
Taxi
Hitch
The Hangover
Harold & Kumar (both movies)
Pineapple Express
Romance:
Walk to Remember; favorite romance movie.
Titanic
50...
I'm sorry mom,
I realized you done so much to me. I must have cost you a fortune all these years, and as soon as I earn more money, I’ll help you around the house and pay the bills. The room mate is moving out and we have to put in twice the amount of money we used to, and it’s going to be a struggle. I talk back to you more than I should have, and I’m sorry for that. Chu Danh says we’re...
ehychristine:
Lil Corey - First Time
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cbtraan asked: trust me' she doesnt use big words like this, shes fucken dumb as fuck -_-'
Valentine's day
It shouldn’t even be a holiday. They really have to dedicate a whole day for people to frantically search for someone to be their “valentine”. Are you serious? It’s a day where you waste your money for cute gifts to give to a person who may be just be a friend with no intimate feeling. I mean, Valentine’s day may be “romantic” to others, but seriously.. be...
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It still makes me laugh til this day.
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How come whatever I do or say, you always have to say something. Just shut the fuck up. Why does my life concern you so much? You got a life of your own, so worry about yours and not mine.
Never going to risk fighting in school again..
Apparently my teachers said that there’s a new rule doing community service and paying $250 to counseling classes even if you’re not the one who hit the person first. That’s bullshit.
I don’t understand why people fight in school unless you do it lowkey. You’ll get caught either way.
I don’t take compliments well. I usually laugh it off or say “okay whatever.” Honestly, I do feel ugly. There are those days where I feel “cute” when it comes to throwing on some makeup/contacts/nice clothes but I never feel beautiful. Not once in my life where I’ve felt beautiful. I’m too pale. I’m too slow. I smile awkwardly. I’m not...
Dear Chu Danh,
You’re going to be locked up in two weeks. I really am gonna miss you. You’re the first boyfriend that I’ve ever liked from any of the guys my mom dated. You actually sat down and tried to get to know me then to bullshit some conversation just to make my mom happy. You were real this whole time, you always kept it real with me. My mom said that you favored me more than my...
Night rambling.
I love posting blogs at night. I can blog my inner thoughts without worrying about the majority of the people judging my posts. Well, I do that at anytime but night time feels more convenient. Most people are out partying or asleep, and it gives me time to read people’s vents/frustration/advice/etc without the floods in my dash.
Anonymous asked: How old do you have to be to work at tastea, and how are their interviews?
To do list:
Get fit, lose five pounds
Permit/Driver’s license
Save up $500 to spend for spring break
Wax eyebrows when it grows back
Back tattoo piece
Lip piercing
Buy:
Veet Suprem Essence Hair Removal gel cream for my legs + more razors
Loreal liquid eyeliner + Revlon eyeliner
NYX Toffee/Carbon eyeshadow
Tresseme Heat tamer spray
Clean & Clear blotting sheets
Burgundy hair dye from...
People I automatically dislike when meeting/being...
Cocky/conceited people
Bullies
Wanna be putting a front like she/he’s the shit when in reality, they aren’t.
All talk
Rude/Obnoxious
Attention whores
Liars
Mini abgs
Slack offs/lazy
Freeloaders
The use of profanity as if it’s the only words in their vocabulary.
Taking a stand,
Lately, I’ve been taking bullshit from people when I used to be the person who never tolerated any shit from people. I’ve realized that people take advantage of your kindness the more you offer. The whole “give but not take” thing is getting old, and maybe I’ll just resort to my old ways. Being nice isn’t fun anymore.
*Bitch mode time*
Recovering from the past,
It’s unhealthy to keep grudges. It’s been so long ago since you fucked up, and I suppose I’m finally letting go of what you did. I don’t want to stress worrying where you are, who you’re with, what you’re doing, or if you’re fooling around with anyone anymore. Starting out this year, I thought it could be a “fresh” start but I didn’t need...
I'm cutting down,
Only on special occasions or with kelly.
I’m starting to break out, and I’m not getting the babyface complexion anymore.
Plus, I’m having gross cough attacks.
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I hate changes,
We already had this talk, but I feel I need to vent it out through tumblr instead of talking to you about it this time because it didn’t help the situation at all.
We miss you and everyone, we truly do. Ever since enchanted, nothing was the same anymore. We understand that you have your own group of friends but at least make us feel we’re as important as them. We knew you longer and...
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I hate changes,
We already had this talk, but I feel I need to vent it out through tumblr instead of talking to you about it this time because it didn’t help the situation at all.
We miss you and everyone, we truly do. Ever since enchanted, nothing was the same anymore. We understand that you have your own group of friends but at least make us feel we’re as important as them. We knew you longer and...
If I can go back into the past with the knowledge I know now, I would change so many things. I wish I approached certain situations a different way. It would have saved me from the bullshit and pain I’d endured. But then again, if I didn’t go through the bullshit, I wouldn’t have learned what the true meaning of life or have a glimpse of what it is. I’ve been surrounded by...
Anonymous asked: Can you take a picture of all 3 of your tatts? :)
Anonymous asked: Can you take a picture of all 3 of your tatts? :)
vandaaaal asked: What are your tattoo's of? :o
vandaaaal asked: What are your tattoo's of? :o
Anonymous asked: your tattoos are fake, stop acting like you're so cool.
Anonymous asked: your tattoos are fake, stop acting like you're so cool.
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ticklemesoftly asked: Which jewelry shop did you go to at asian mall get your cartilage pierced? Cause when i went to one of them a little while back they told me they couldn't do it. .___.
ticklemesoftly asked: Which jewelry shop did you go to at asian mall get your cartilage pierced? Cause when i went to one of them a little while back they told me they couldn't do it. .___.
January 14, 2011.
I met Gavin & “hennessy”. haha. Went to asian mall to get another cartilage piercing. Fiona was a straight up pussy, right when we got to asian mall she was like “I’m scared.” She made a scene, and it got annoying. Then when we finally walked to the jewelry place, she was like “I wanna go first” She even asked to hold my hand. Pussy. Then after she got...